destiny xx3

FROM LOVES

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 15:57:39 GMT

mummy, keep me safe.
mummy, keep me warm.
handle me with all ya love.
i'm onli 21 weeks old today.
this birthday gift to me,
a pair of big bright eyes,
that ya will someday see.
a little puppy nose,
and at the end of my feet,
little things called toes.
looking forward to my life,
toys, teddy bears, snails
and long fairy tales.
where are we going mummy?
into a bathe, on a bus ride
or somewhere far away?
how funny it feels,
passing thru doors,
ppl dressed in green and pink.
if they hurt ya mummy,
just scream.
wad's happening now?
i'm beginning to cry.
mummy come quickly,
they are making me die,
killing me quickly,
pulling me apart,
everything inside,
including my heart.
bye mummy, goodbye
how i wanted to see the skies, the trees,
hear a sweet song, feel the breeze
bye mummy, goodbye
i love ya, i really do
i just wish ya could love me too

home sweet home

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 01:52:41 GMT

i'm finally back home after like 7 months
mummy misses me lots and we had lots of quarrelling over me staying out
feels good to be home
but
we are away from each other
me and bi's starting work on monday
but
our timing just wun match
blazing sun vs calming moon
daylight vs nightlife
we'll lose just more time together

messy~

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 11:04:44 GMT

TO BE OR NOT TO BE

=(

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 00:33:08 GMT

once again, history repeats itself.
i'm too tired to say anything now
not even to defend myself
i can onli tell ya tat i'm not wrong
neither am i right
i'm just doing wad i tink is right
cuz ya dunno wad's going on
i dun blame ya
i'll leave it to ya to save it

IT'S COMPLICATED

somehow it relates to me

Thu, 29 May 2008 11:35:18 GMT

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.
In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like
All you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes
Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

mixed feelings

Wed, 28 May 2008 09:42:26 GMT

veri rojak now.
or tat i'm just tinking too much?
sorted out somethings myself
and got advices too.

so macbeth at da moment - to be or not to be.

soon i'll learn.

=(

Sat, 24 May 2008 00:20:10 GMT

just back from marketting for steamboat tonights.
he just refused to let mie help.
so wad if i will mess up da place?
cant we just clean up together?
he knows nuts bout it too.
forget it.

i just feel tat ya dun love mie anymore.

dun bother

Fri, 23 May 2008 19:37:44 GMT

i'm so not in da mood.
i dunno why.
feeling so messed up now.

quitted my job finally
no gain no lost
just hope tat they will give mie my salary
cant even check my cpf statement online
reason being under 21 = no singpass

how i wish i can grow old and die at times
miserable life.
i'm just dragging my corpse everyday
i need a life

i feel good

Wed, 21 May 2008 15:07:38 GMT

feel uber good to be away from work. been getting so much crap from work recently. gonna make da decision on friday. to stay or not to stay.

seems tat slacking at home ish da best thing for mie at da moment. at least i can go back to gunbound (yes, gunbound), continue my viwawa craze and training for wolfteam. GAMING !! my 2nd bf when bi's out for work =))

not jobless yet, almost jobless. my hunt ish on again. anybody with good jobs, please intro. still tinking bout benson daddy's place. big company, big money. *grins* ��s�m��@��D�B

been ages i give myself a long break. been working like since 16 and till now i've never treated myself to a holiday yet. maybe a treat to thailand, da weekend market will be good, shopping!!

bored. i can hear gunbound calling for mie,
BLEAHX

tender-loving-care

Mon, 19 May 2008 18:21:27 GMT

it's our 5th month-iversary.
i starting not to feel good bout it.
nowadays bi flares his temper at mie over the smallest matter.
i tried my best to do everyhting i can to please him.
but in end, it all turns out to nth.

bi's working at kara now.
damn pissed off with a bimbo who works there too.
c'mon bitch, ya are 23, attached, possesses big boobs and brainless.
tat's why ya are a bimbo.
will ya please stop seducing my bf?
save ya boobs for ya guy not mine.
i dun care if ya give mie any respect,
but please at least respect ya bf and da least, YASELF.
flirts and wanna fling with my guy?
he's not interested, even if he is,
do you tink he will be serious?
he's MY guy, DESTINY'S BOYFRIEND.
not some cheapo, desperate, bimbotic WENDY's.
my dear wendy, look into da mirror.
my boy always complains tat i'm fat.
try slimming down b4 trying again.
ya're not his type.
i'm not dead yet.

actually, bi entertains her texts too. so wad can i say?
get a spider and have a good time with it
but she's da 1 who started it 1st.
asking bi to be her part time boyfriend.
even asked him to be her fling
fling = casual sex partner
WTH
tell mie, do ya tink i can stand it?

i stayed on in this r/s, not to get shit
just purely bcus i know bi's heart
however, sometimes i feel veri dejected by him too
mismatched lives, 2 heartts, 1 love

6th monthiversary seems to far away
bi, will ya give mie more TLC?

xoxo